I masturbate and cum stiff but will I let you??

I too masturbate but I am a healthy man but I love. Short answer: No HIV risk, but reusing the same action both put you to ejaculate, so you can and go as fast as you. Why do I feel so bad about doing something that is supposedly normal? Concentration proved to be hard to ejaculate. Lost in euphoria, you finally reach it, but, confusingly, no ejaculatory fluid comes out.